01-13-2021, 12:45 PM
It is nice to learn about your improved progress Veal. Indeed it has been some time since the event. It sounds like you are not ready and that should be just fine. Nothing wrong going at the speed of Veal. I would be "window shopping" too because of the love of the draw. You will know when the time is right and you will be better for it. The T120 suggests things are closer than they might appear. The emotional aspect needs to catch up too. Maybe not angst, or fear, but possible anger and resentment - all human considering how it began.
